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The first time I saw your cock I was drunk

Walk in a crooked line miss your subway stop, drunk

I watched the case of lukewarm Budweiser under your desk while you fucked me

The alcohol sloshed up and down

Back and forth

I thought about hamburgers

Why did I let you stay inside me for so long?

I’ve searched the universe

Looked between every grain of sand

Desperately moved all the stars


The day you moved out I came up for air

Inhaled fully for the first time in two years

Felt the pulse in my arms

I fucked someone new that night

And the next night too

Today Nolan said, “all relationships are doomed.”

I said, “not the one I have with myself.”

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